Well surgery for my hulk handmenship is on Monday but for some reason one of my gums that I suggested her to work on first iis now swollen. Funny how that happens. Maybe we will do the second step first like my original guess. Maybe she's a Taurus too and is just trying to piss me off. I have no idear why this woman pissed me off some much. She had a I'm right you're wrong attitude and me being a Taurus who is not a huge fan of most females had to have the last say. Then she would need to top me. If you work with the public and expect thousands from me you may want to be a little more friendly and less of a bitch. That's right I said it. I've never had a doctor I didn't like other than the "Elvis" doctor and he was a joke. Aak if you want the story, I don't want to get too into it today.

Dear Freeda,

I look forward more than any other to see your smiling face.

I look forward to pulling up that drive way and seeing that place where the heart is. Seeing my Maloneys!


We may even go to ellay ;) and be super fancy. I would have to see my girls!

Miles and Robin maybe :)
And I'm gonna meet Lucy! I am so excited to meet LUCY! <3
Seeing my monster!

My baba of course.
Keeping it calm and low.
I don't really care I failed my M test. I'm just looking forward to a wholesome trip :)
Here we come, right back where we started from.

Baby B over and out.

:3

So far so good at two wheel school! I have yet to drop a bike, or do a superman across someone's yard this time for that matter. I rode about 66 miles today doing circles and swerves and learning to shift. I got up to about 35 and I am a "great shifter!" woot! Got up to third gear. I had to weave around the cones. I was very nervous but I didn't hit one! So all and all very good as long as I don't stare at the translator. There is a deaf guy in my class so he has a sign language lady who is very nice and fun to watch. Other than that I turned out to be the only girl. And although I'm the smallest I got one of the larger cc bikes. I got a black Suzuki gz250. It's kinda ugly but it's a fun little bike. Looking forward to tomorrow for the end of class. I've been studying cuz I'm kind of nervous but I'm pretty confident I will pass. When I do I get that "M" and a new
license/pic thank monkeys!

Today I yam nerd. I just want ice cream, books, and cat naps.
Maybe kitty smuggles too :3

I have the next two days off. Going off into the shelter of the trees.

Msnbc

I've been pretty sick lately. Not much here but I am getting better. Yay! Went To my monsters of folk show on weds and cried of course three songs in when I heard the opening of landlocked blues. I cried during bright eyes. Sissy. Best show I've ever been to by far, complete and full hands down. I couldn't have left happier!
Jeff brown came to visit so I showed him around Portland after getting lost three times because I am directionally challenged. Good fun and I always enjoy the company of nice people.
I signed up for team Oregon motorcycle classes and paid for them today so I start next weekend. Woot!
I'm I'm my phizzone so I don't have any visuals today. Boo! So I'll make up for it next time. Wish me luck.
Maybe next time you hear from me I will have that fancy "m" endorsement.

Amber hugs

I love you mama.

Life is scattered, like bobby pins are in your bathroom drawer
the same bobby pins that hold everything together.
No one is ever perfect and there is never a right answer for anything.
I miss you and know things will get easier sometime. If you ever need that little piece of hope you call me and oh I will give it to you. It's hard not being close enough to give you hugs and loves but I will try my best to make you smile from here. It warms my sissy heart to know I can help even if only for a bit. I need another letter. I'm hooked. I hope you're happy.

I'm gonna look for another part time job again.
Let's hope it's nothing like the last time.

I'm all over fffound today and finding nothing which is kind of a bummer because it's normally my gold mind.
I saw Robin and DBC on Firday. I was so happy to get tons of hugs and have a piece of home so close. People here just don't hug the same.

Halloween cards were mailed out! I was very eager to get started this year!
I also bought a beer tic-tac-toe set on my lunch, I have no idear when I will ever use it but oh man it's awesome. It's a board game with mugs that are either x or o. I love beer and I love tic-tac-toe.

Went to my dentist appointment yesterday and to fix two of my gums it is going to cost $1600. Insurance will pay $741.52 (remainder of my limit for the year). I will need four of these, maybe five of these surgeries. She won't do all of them in one go (I tried) because she "doesn't like to". I may go elsewhere. I think a friend did way more teeth for way more cheaper so I need to find out..so I may end up having a vacay this year after all if I cannot afford the surgery.
P.S. Special Olympics if you are reading this stop calling my house three times a day or I will blow you up.

please keep calling, I'm rich. I dare you.